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I am actually falling apart. Nobody said that having a baby was going to be easy, but I thought that Phil & I were strong enough, and that he wanted it enough for us to be 100% together. It feels like we're two separate entities who both love the child, but I have PR ( Read more... ) -
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This is massively difficult. I know no one has ever said it's easy, but I didn't expect to struggle this much. What makes it worse is that I love him so much and I know it's not his fault, all I want to do is make him happy, but knowing what to do is sometimes the hardest thing to gauge. Right now I'm exhausted as I didn't get any sleep last night ( Read more... ) -
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I'm struggling to remember a time in my life where I wasn't pregnant. Seriously, this feels like I'm going to be pregnant forever and not actually ever have the baby. So monumentally bored, there's only so much housework I can do - let alone be bothered to do, and baking just creates more washing up and makes me eat more. My thighs are fat enough ( Read more... ) -
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You really are annoying. You heard me being asked to come in at 8:30 and yet you still said later that day "If you're in before me" although I suspect that was only because there was someone else in the room at the time. To ask me when you come in just after 9am if I've had a chance to do it, the bloody cheek!! To try and make me feel bad becuase ( Read more... ) -
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:( Just when I think things are under control, something happens!! Stupidly I've contacted Scottish Power to tell them our meter readings have been transposed, and based on my very rudimentary workings out, we may owe them thousands of pounds. I knew it was too good to be true! What with that, getting new tires, getting my windscreen fixed, ( Read more... ) -
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AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Seriously? Every fucking day, without fail. You're not even fucking watching it, so change the friggin channel, or even better, turn the fucking tv off and bloody talk to me!!!!!! And in an hour or so when you ask me a question, you'll wonder why I've snapped at you, completely unaware (after I've said a ( Read more... ) -
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What I hate more than anything is the waiting. I know it's going to happen, I can feel it wanting to happen, so I'd prefer it to just happen and happen now so I don't get any more false hope. Tried to steer clear of that this time, think it's going well, but so easy to fall back into that trap. COME ON! -
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Easily irritated today. Woke up late, traffic was awful, peeing it down with rain, my windscreen wipers screech at me like a bloody car alarm, had to clean first thing with my boss there, now I'm here and surrounded by imbeciles. MJ doesn't pay attention to anything, and as a result dismisses important things and over-complicates the simple ones. ( Read more... )