It's the big 21 next week, and for the second year in a row I don't feel like celebrating. Last year it was redundnacy, this year it's lack of friends, funds & fun. Before I was quite excited about my birthday, as people generally are, especially hitting a benchmark age, and if I hadn't have already blabbed to Gav when my birthday was, I wouldn't ( Read more... )

Writing erotica is way harder than I thought it would be. (no pun intended with hardness)

People on forums are knobjockeys.
Excel is spiteful.

That is what I have learnt today.

I'm cold, I'm tired and I want to go home!!!

So good to me. Monday Monday, it was all I hoped it would be ( Read more... )

Argh! This is always the way it goes. I need / want something new and shiny, see it one place and want to find it cheaper. Then I start reading reveiws, get scared & put off. Start finding other things, read more bad reviews, find more prices the same, in the end I just get totally annoyed and end up leaving everything ( Read more... )

That just about sums it up really.

Plus in the last 5 minutes I've had 2 people have a bit of a problem with me. Great!

I realised something the other day, not quite sure how or why, but I've been subconsciously ignoring some people. Young men, possibly single, possibly players, specifically. I think it's because I don't want them getting the wrong idea about anything. Before people would mistake my friendliness for something different entirely and that woudl get me ( Read more... )

I'm constantly tired. Suppose that's what you get for averaging 4 hours sleep a night. It's just very hard to get into a proper routine! I can't get to sleep when I'm supposed to, so end up falling asleep in the wee hours. That would be fine if I hada  normal job, not one where I have to be up at 5.30 ( Read more... )

Yes folks, it's that time again. The one where I start banging on about how I wish I had more money blah blah blah ( Read more... )