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Ughhh. My roommates and various friends have been in the kitchen since I got home 5 1/2 hours ago. I would like to go to the kitchen! They are all very nice, and they will either ignore me or be polite to me, but it is STRESSFUL for there to be people hanging out outside my room, in my kitchen, where food and water live ( Read more... ) -
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I would be more bothered by how frequently I hear my downstairs neighbors having sex if this dude weren't objectively, an excellent moaner. -
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So I just "finished" writing this paper that feels like so much of what I have been trying to say for the past 3 years of grad school, or 20 years of school, or 24 years of being alive. It's not all there yet, but at this moment, this paper is bringing me so much closer to what I need to say, and I think I finally have a thesis topic ( Read more... ) -
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I was talking to a professor after class about the fact that my essay was not technically done due to the fact that my life is a GD mess, and she saw in my backpack that I had a spoon. I said embarrassed, yes, also, a lot of cigarette butts, but at least I wasn't littering, which is something ( Read more... ) -
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turns out it is stage 4 lung cancer, which metastasized into his hip. That's pretty much all I know right now.
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Two things i have noticed: Sometimes I will find myself breathing shallowly, every part of my body tense, and it will take some time to identify this as anxiety or fear, and I often cannot find a source. This usually means that I read something that triggered me, but wasn't present enough to catch it until I was checking in later ( Read more... ) -
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I've been thinking a lot about testosterone this week, and feeling more positively about it than I have for a long time. One of the things i tried to say to my therapist last week is that it feels very inappropriate for people to try to push me toward testosterone to deal with mental illness (working again off the idea that my mood was better when ( Read more... )