I DON'T NEED THIS ANYMORE!

i talk to my boyfriend now. and my life feels much more healthy since i stopped writing in this. it ended up being a drug that i had to check everyday, and it became a black void that i spilled my feelings into. and i just don't need it anymore. i feel like im in a much better place. so goodbye. see you in the funny

GOD DAMN YOU! JUST HOLD ME CLOSE AND KISS ME.
i miss that so much

today was really off.

attitudes were really off

it needs to be talked about, but my biggest fear may be confrmed, and theres not one damn thing i can do about it. and it makes me sick.

so i loged on and looked at my mail and didn't read one damn horoscope! im so proud of myself ( Read more... )

i really must stop reading those stupid horoscope e mail things i get everyday. i get one for me and one thats a couples thing. and i hate reading them b/c somehow its always a self fufilling porphey. and thats anoying. i don't like being told that my relationship will be on the rocks the 3 and 4th but that its ok just watch for body language! WTF ( Read more... )

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

Jealousy is no more than feeling alone against smiling enemies.

-- Elizabeth Bowen

my thought behind it:

its got the bitter taste of truth in there doesn't it. like a paper cut. if you know what i mean.

This was stolen from annies myspace but i thought it was cute and decided to post it ( Read more... )

today me and faith hung out. i had my lane bryant gift card and like 7 bucks left on torrids so we went looking. i found a very nice power blue silk top that i plan on wearing to the parde game tonight, and i got a silver necklace at torried. i somehow convinced faith to try on a skirt! she looked nice but it thru me back b/c i have never seen her ( Read more... )

today is a good day, i feel very good today.gosh i miss feeling like this everyday. neway ( Read more... )

THANK GOD FOR THASHA HUSS.

and thats all i have to say about that.