So I went to work party tonight. And admittedly somewhat drunk. My rationale is this: They're already transferring me, and regardless of what I do, they can't punish my actions on my own time. Additionally, Fuck You Laura. Aussie Rules is a great place.

some shit is getting better. some shit is falling apart. I am all fucked up on the inside and plan to carry on obliviously. That is all.

It always astounds me how my whole life, or even individual details of my life, can be so amazing and so fucked up at the same time. As Cait would say 'One must hve chaos inside oneself to give birth to a dancing star.'

Well, all my other LJ friends posted today, so I had to write something ( Read more... )

Today, I made fifty bucks working three hours. In those three hours I played Uno, pictionary, and dodgeball. Plus, one boy gave me a mini coffee crips. I love working with kids.

Oh, Lord. I am a creep.

The guy I have a thing for, the one from the States? It was his birthday today, and I had his number. So I figure I'll give him a call. I'm pretty sure he has a show tonight so odds are in my favor that he won't answer the phone. I plan the message I want to leave and call. This is what happens next:

GUY: Hello?
Me: (is ( Read more... )

May 15, 2009

Dear Dani,
   I just spoke with Amy and i have tried to call you but you were not home. I will try again tonight. I will speak with you buit I want to tell you Grace and I were married a while ago and I was waiting to see you inperson to tell you both but as luck would have it you were in Spokane. We will have a ceremony/dinner sometime ( Read more... )

i hate how my mother acts like everything bad that happens to me is deserved. and that i'm just every bad thing sprung from the earth. i hate how she makes me feel rotten about myself for things i've done, things i haven't done, things she thinks i might one day do. i hate that i' ve begun to believe her.

getting ready to come back to calgary.

three day car trip with my mother.

if i saw an oppurtunity, i may attempt to punch her in the side of the head.

not really.

really.

remind me never, ever ever to go bathing suit shopping again. i don't care. i'd rather swim in sweats.

i feel like a big fat moo cow.

*moo.*