My therapist made a very good point today. She said the more I put the spotlight on the issues I want to fix or remedy, the easier it becomes to do that. It had felt like hard work and Thad because of all the attention I have had to give it but I've done great this past week in getting there and that feels good and I feel like that is promising ( Read more... )

My therapist made a very good point today. She said the more I put the spotlight on the issues I want to fix or remedy, the easier it becomes to do that. It had felt like hard work and Thad because of all the attention I have had to give it but I've done great this past week in getting there and that feels good and I feel like that is promising ( Read more... )

cooking me lavish dinners every night: check
doing crossword puzzles naked in bed: check
love letters and flowers: check
bringing me breakfast in bed: check
cleaning my apt while i'm at work: check
winning over the parents: check
being way too smart for his own good: check
having the perfect boyfriend: check

i SO deserve this.

wow. i haven't checked this thing in a while. probably because i don't have anything emo to bitch about currently. it's amazing how just when you thought you'd experienced the deepest caring for someone and then lost it, someone else comes along to prove you wrong.

as time goes on, and all i have left are amazing (and not so amazing) memories, i'm becoming increasingly ok with just that.

ps. CABO TOMORROWWWWW

why is it that you always fall in love with someone you're way too good for?

it's a little hard to be heartbroken when you receive notice that you've been accepted to your top choice law school on a full ride.

first tears i've cried that haven't been due to sadness for a while.

is it right that the two biggest heartbreaks of my life were caused by the same person?

i can't believe he did this to me.

how is it that everyone else realizes how perfect this is and you still can't figure it out?

i can't keep doing this...

it is written.