i have found a new method of wasting my time now that the subtle beauty of the marijuana experience is out of my grasp. o loserhood, thy name is "cake mania". but i've mostly been (relatively) good w/ online class *boo* and could go as far as to be called religious w/ work ( Read more... )

keep on trucking ( Read more... )

i have been involved in 4 accidents with myself behind the wheel (excluding tapping someone in the parking lot and them going postal for no reason... that sort of thing ( Read more... )

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been sick the last few days.
like... 4 days feeling weird before getting sick.
& then 3 days or so being miserable.


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going to get a hair cut today. other than that... more wasting time doing nothing. perhaps i could actually get my act together and clean up the disaster that is my room... but where's the fun in that?!

"what are we going to do tomorrow night, brain?"
"the same thing we do every night, pinky: smoke, watch way too much tv, and be bored off our ( Read more... )

i am so bored and lonely. whenever i think i've finally made new friends, it appears they undoubtedly vanish off the face of the earth. sometimes i think how much easier it would be to stand elan being so far away if i had just one really good friend.

stolen from: theatrehippie

Bold the shows you've seen more than 3 episodes of, and italicize the shows you've seen every episode of. add some if you want.

i'm not putting it behind a cut b/c i think it's really cool and i don't believe anyone will look at it if i did.

24 (my dad loves it)
7th Heaven (ummm... no)
A Baby Story (it's on TLC ( Read more... )

i miss elan ( Read more... )

elan's dad is driving him to the airport for a 9:35 flight back to Boston.
i've cried more in the past few days than i have in ages.
and i've never been more sure that i want to spend the rest of my life with him.
and i've never had more faith that i will.