Well, I guess no matter who I eliminate from my life there will always be some creeper following my every move, finding out information any way possible. Finding out information, then twisting it, then siding with the bad guy! Haha! Not that Edsel is the bad guy, he's just caught up in some bad shit right now. Anyways, it doesn't matter, all I know ( Read more... )

Oh gosh. I finally talked to Edsmell, he took Alexa for the night last night. It was nice. My time was well spent. I went to bed early, slept, slept, woke up for a little bit, slept some more. I got up early and forced Nicole to go to the gym with me. Then she made me an excellent 500 calorie breakfast, to even out all that working out. Hahah. ( Read more... )

Life is pretty lame at this moment in time.. Tonight I'm going to Orlando with Nicole and some other girls. I can't wait. I need to gooooooo.

So, I decided to log on to my Livejournal, only to come across some stupid ass comment. Um, do you even know me? Apperantly NOT. If you did, you would know, 1- I wasn't pregnant in NOVEMBER of 2005. and 2- Edsel NOR jon left me. I'm just posting this to let you know that the comment left did bother me, obviously. And obviously you're existance is ( Read more... )

It's the 3rd or 4th time he's done it. He's good. One minute he's there, the next minute he's gone! Where he vanishes to? Nobody knows, not even his friends. The worst part about the whole thing is waiting for him to reappear! The reason for that is, while I'm sitting there wondering where the hell he went to, I have nightmares about it ( Read more... )

So i'm 26 weeks pregnant. I'm already over feeling like a beached whale. I want to go shopping for all the cute clothes on the maniquins

Since apperantly I'm way too needy and emotional- AKA-Fucking annoying... I left it up to Edsel to decide when we hang out. "call me WHEN YOU want to hang out" so... When do i expect a phone call? Never... And that's when I'll get one. So i sit here alone. yesterday, today, and probably tomorrow. Who knows when he'll decide he misses me or needs my ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wish I had some one who would sit with me at home at night just for these last 3 months. I love going out and staying out late, but it's just really hard and tiring when you're pregnant. I need sleep! Especially when I have to be up by 8 to get to work the next morning. This really sucks. I feel so alone. I don't go out but I end ( Read more... )

You might find yourself in a difficult situation, but this has probably been unfolding for a while. Now, however, things can come to a climax as you realize there isn't an easy way out. A sudden realization or breakthrough will not necessarily bring you a solution. Just move toward your own vulnerability so you come out the other side even stronger ( Read more... )

Walking through the mall on Black Friday on my dinner break, on my way to Pretzel Twister....Mmmm pretzels.... I'm tricked into buying a cell phone plan! I'm so stupid! I already have a cell phone. My mom pays for. How could some one take advantage of the pregnant girl. Haha! I don't know, I have my reasons for it all. But they might not make sense ( Read more... )