really starting to think about looking for a new job. (matter of fact, gonna do that now)and on that note really starting to feel stuck and the need to have a fresh start somewhere far away. also not looking forward to 3 homework assignments and one quiz due by sunday. ugh.

so much to update...no one to read.

my christianity , such as it is, is a day-to-day matter of choice, a function of intellect and instruction. my catholicism is impressed, embedded, inexorably a part of my being. it is instinct and intuition. i might cease to believe as one, but i will ever behave and misbehave as one.

this is how you can sum up my religious beliefs.

in ( Read more... )

now that i have someone to spend the holidays with, i feel lonelier than ever.

i am so terribly overwhelmed. i think i'm going to cry.

ahhhh work. how i missed you. if anyone wants to do something plan on weekends and evenings. but not this weekend. i'll be in class the whole time. i'll be working all day every day. and if anyone is available for this tuesday evening...i will be legal. bring gifts. i'm off to take puppy and myself to bed, i work early shifts now:( but yay for

my birthday is in 2 months. i want a tattoo, a vacation, a gift card from michaels so i can start scrapbooking again...its expensive. birthdays are usually a disappointment anyway. i doubt it could be any worse then last year. and someone should plan something so i don't have to. if i'm not working ( Read more... )

i'm tired of jumping through hoops for this fucking job. but i'm going to keep doing it anyway. 2 tests and 1 interview down...2 weeks of waiting and now another week to wait and see if i get another interview and another test. and if i get the job 3 months with no time off ( Read more... )

“You can’t broom out your head,” he said. “You certainly can’t broom out your heart."

i'm tired of being lied to.
and.
i'm tired of being left out.