as much as i hate working holidays, we always do some fun things. i have a chance for a supervisor position and as much as i want it..i don't like the schedule change that i would have to make. but hopefully we'll be hiring soon and i can move up then. i'm still next in line for either a supervisor or training position ( Read more... )

i'm so very very stressed. i''ve been gettin on peoples nerves lately. i don't see why it seems to all be up to me but i don't really know what to do about it either. its not really something i can fix.

christmas is over. thank god. it was definitely different without my grandma. i was upset that the menu changed. thanksgiving too. i think next year it'll be at my parents house. that'll be nice because then maybe kyle and i can actually spend thanksgiving or xmas together. we need our own traditions ( Read more... )

i'm starting to realize how bitter i am these days.

when heaven's done with grandma, we'd like her back, thanks. 

mayhap i shoulda known better. 

so ( Read more... )

works boring but i like it. i don't like working second shift though, it seems a waste of life. but the pay is great. and i don't work weekends. i just hope they hurry up with the security check so i'm stable ( Read more... )

i feel kinda bad about ignoring phone calls a little more than usual. but my sleeping is so fucked up and once i start work it prolly won't be better. and yes! that means i have a job. makin 11.25 an hour! cept i won't get paid for like a month and i start in like a week or so. i wonder if i have the 4th off, even though idk what my plans are yet. ( Read more... )

i've come to a few conclusions on what i want, now i just need to work for them. somewhat literally.
i definately have determination. but i think i still need a little motivation.
hopefully i'll feel better tomorrow and can get a start on this. or at least a little help.