soy un perdedor.

there are a few more things that need to change.

is it possible to change to much to quickly?

because i think i've lost myself in the process.

explainations later maybe.

since once again. summer isn't too far away, and i have yet to find stable job since last summer...which brings me back to the option of going up north for the summer to work. i mean, i'm glad that i didn't go last summer...but i still think it'd be good to go. and. it pays well. i think..i'll do some more research into it and email whoevers in ( Read more... )

you don't have to listen (well...read) to my rants anymore. i put it in my blogger instead. for the time being anyway.

i don't know if i believe in omens or signs or all that. who knows maybe its all just subconscience...but i'm noticing a trend. or two.

i need to go pay my outstanding balance at lcc before i can get my refund. how retarded is that ( Read more... )

so...my family didn't try and kill each other this christmas. there's a first ( Read more... )

$%^%^*&(*o^%rto*&^%#$@#%^&*!!!!!!! there's a fucking piece of metal in my tire. so i gotta go get it fixed again. ugh, i seem to have tire issues. and they won't be open til tuesday...so idk how thats gonna work.

i'll be home from bay city monday afternoon. so yeah, hopefully there won't be too much family drama.

hopefully tuesday i can go get my ( Read more... )

i didn't get bitched at too much cuz of my car. mostly cuz i changed the tire and paid for it. but now i owe my brother cuz he got it cheaper cuz he knew someone. and. now, i have to be nice to him ( Read more... )