i know i havent posted in awhile [these last few entries seem to have that recurring theme] i come back from time to time and read over what ive left here. everytime i do its a reminder of just how good i had it. and i didnt even know ( Read more... )

i find that even after a year in between the last post and this, i have done little enough to have absolutely nothing exciting to say. sad ( Read more... )

lookin over the last year and a half or so of entries on this thing, it amazes me just how much things can change over a span of only a few months. how everything can be just chipper, everyone around you so happy, so simple, nothing to complicate anything. and then go to shit with an alarming simplicity. makes ya wonder just how much worse it can ( Read more... )

i got a story, it’s almost finished ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i've posted. i feel like i have been on an emotional rollercoaster, as cliche and corny as that sounds. i dont know what to do. and i'm scared that i will make the wrong choice, and regret things later. and not be able to go back.

the things that have happened in the last few days are what i would have probly told you will NEVER happen about a week or so ago. funny how people and attitudes change. but how wonderful that they do ( Read more... )

youre wrong. you are a liar, you are a hypocrite. you are a whiner. you wouldnt know the truth if it kicked you in the balls. but you never wasted anything on me. ever. every feeling was shared, every word felt. i cant make you believe anything. i can only speak from my heart then walk away. so i leave you to make the decision whether or not to ( Read more... )

when i close my eyes....i can see for miles ( Read more... )

hold me back
i think im falling
over you
help me now
im losing me
into you
walk, i walk a line
that leads to you
waiting....anticipating
desire has no safety
to lead you on this road
going crazy
what did you do?

im a weeble wabble! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. the j is a trip.