Meh, new location, new school, new "friends."

Might move back home this January.

Yesterday I went out with the girl I like from school to go hang out at this mall. It was going fine until the end. My life sucks.

On the plus side, I haven't eaten anything yesterday or anything today. I'm gonna see how long I can fast for. Probably until my doctors appointment this Wednesday. I'm not going to weigh myself until then...

It's been raining like crahzey all day now. You'd think I would be used to it being from western Washington, but I'm not. I can't wait to move next year, Hopefully to NYC or Boston, but mainly NYC. They have good schools for political scienced there and also good career hubs for the field.

I hate the rain!!!!!!!!!!
But I <3 my state!

It's 6:02 pm as I am typing this sentence. Got done with a little bit of my cheap portters vodka, and the last bit of my barefoot Riesling. So far I'm tipsy, but nothing serious. Bored as hell, and planning on studying at school in the computer lab tomorrow in the afternoon. This has been a late evening/late night ritual of mine for the past few ( Read more... )

Ive been thinking about my lackluster relationship life. As a 22 (and a half) year old "woman" (I feel like I'm 15 still emotionally/mentally) I have never been on a date. Never had any instances of a romance, bf, gf, never had one. I'm a depressed lonely ass person. I have got asked out many times by thug like dudes in downtown Seattle, but ( Read more... )

Ok, so I have a problem with my roommate that's been driving m bat shit crazy for a few weeks now. My roommate is a messy person and never clean up after she makes a mess. She leaves food trash everwhere in the dorm and has her garbage on top of the bathroom counter for the past 2 months. When I try to say that I want to help and clean up, she ( Read more... )

 Sunday, March 07, 2010
I am just really intrigued with all the talk about "wannarexic" and "elitists" on xanga. There's been quiet a lot of posts about this, which lead to this post of mine. I always talk about my history in weight but I want to talk about what my eating habits where in the past 10 years.

Let me start off from when I was 10. When I ( Read more... )

I hate maintaining, ive been at 118 for 3 day now and I want to get down to 117. For some reason my weight always get stuck at this weight in particular. Usually when my weight gets stuck it because I need to get rid of the shit in my bowls or something and drink a laxative tea, but saying I dont have laxative tea,  just mix sea salt with warm ( Read more... )

Since being kicked out my cousins house I haven't kept track of my weight last time I checked I was, 119. I am curently living in a student dorm with a roommte. But now I am think im around 122/123. My goal for the next couple of weeks is to simply hit my goal once and for all, lol. Im going to start posting about my weight more here and talk about ( Read more... )

FUCK OFF YOU INSANE BITCH!!!

She is kicking me out of her house and giving me a week to pack up. Im going to be homless for a while I guess. Yep another krazy night...