Into the story now, so it all happened when my older cousin walks in from outside(?) and she then gets upset when she sees on the coffee table a few cups. Then she asks me and my little cousin, now 14 to pick up our mess. We agree and pick the cups up and then my older cousin starts randomly talking about a tampon she found in her daughter's room. ( Read more... )

Not a weight related post or a rant but just a bit of venting that has been tucked in my mind for a while now. Ever since I moved in with my cousins last year ive been hearing way more about god, religion, yada yada, etc. Im not a religious person myself even though I was raised religious. I had a very religious mom and a non religious step dad. My ( Read more... )

It's time for another long overdue rant. This time its not weight related but school related. I had the most shittiest last quarter of school and now its getting even worse. I just checked my grades online a few minutes ago and found out that most of my grades are failing. FAILING!!! I have one "passing" grade but the others just suck ass. I have a ( Read more... )

Well today is my 20th birthday, woot! I really don't know what to do, yesterday I was trying to think of random things I can do on my last day of being a teen. In a way I'm glad I'm not a teen anymore. Most of my teen year (13-17) was miserable, I had barely any friends and the ones I did have always ditched me or made me the third wheel. I always ( Read more... )

Im pretty happy about making it to the late teens. After that day of fasting I knew I was going to lose 1.5 pounds. Now my goal is to stay in the late teen and maybe hopefully tomorrow for the appt I will be 118.5 but im not to sure about it because I had 1/2 cup oatmeal today instead of my usual 1/4 cup and I feel pretty full still after I ate ( Read more... )

Today im planning on a liquid cleanse fast. Good news even if small I got down to a half less then where I was yesterday which makes me a even 121 pounds. This cleanse is not only for a little bit of weight loss but also to clean my body up a little bit so I go to the doctors and they don't tell me any bad new (hopefully.) I think I might even fast ( Read more... )

Yesterday I weigh in in at 121.5. By my Dr.'s appointment I want to be either 119 or 118 by next Tuesday. I just want to be in the teens.
Im going to be making a change of plans since I think I wont make it to 110 for my birthday next month on the 12th. I just want to hit 114 by my birthday and then a week later (when I get out of school for summer ( Read more... )

So last week for about 3 days I maintained at 125, maintaining is good but I would much rather have some kind of weight loss after a few days. So anyways I woke up this morning and weighed in at 123.5, Which isn't bad but that maintenance really stalled some weight loss I could have gotten down to 121 by now but oh well, as long as I restrict good ( Read more... )

     I weighed myself today and it was 126. I was like maintaining again, but then I got on another time and it said 125 and then to make sure I got on another 10 time. lol, I really wanted to make sure that it was really 125. This was the lowest weight I have gotten to since I was 17/18. Since then I have binged gained a lot of weight and finally ( Read more... )

    I started my period yesterday morning and all I was thinking about most of the day was what if I gain weight tomorrow. So I drank ass loads of water and restricted to the best of my abilities. Surprisingly I didn't get any craving are even feel that hungry which is new to me because when I'm on my period I feel crazily hungry and eating ( Read more... )