I found out about an hour ago that my grandfather has had 2 strokes in the past 3 days. One on Wednesday, one Thursday. He also has a brain tumor. He's not old by any means, only 65. He's currently at Duke University's hospital. Apparently he knows the head of the hospital so they're treating him amazingly well. I cried when Mom told me, my grandpa ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you've aged about 10 years in 5 minutes? Let's think about this. I'm 21. Most people my age are getting trashed. Not granted, I've done my share of ripping into the alcohol this week, but I don't usually go out to drink. My hot plans for the night? Doing laundry. Doing laundry & then saying "hey, maybe tomorrow I should clean the ( Read more... )

Heh, I stole this from Carley from a loooong time ago. And I was so up to number 10 & Caden just pushed something & messed it all up ( Read more... )

Ahhh, the Hanson show update. You knew it was coming. So after getting lost in friggin DC(I hate that damn city), we finally found the 9:30 club. So go in, get pretty decent spots kinda up front on the ground level. First band was good, hot ass lead singer. Pat McGhee made me want to go to sleep. Boring until they sang their last 2 songs. There was ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot today about things. Basically how unhappy I am & how I can change it. I hate my job. Hate hate. I know that makes me sound bratty b/c with the way our country is, I should be lucky to even have a job. But it's not what i want to do. I want to do something that's actually helping people. I want to be a teacher, a nurse, ( Read more... )

I love when you're honest, but you get in massive trouble for it. I just want a normal functioning relationship. But I think it's probably way past that. Dating other people, having him date other people is going to be weird as shit. Ya know, to think the next person he dates could be Caden's stepmom. That's just way too freaky. OK, bad comparison ( Read more... )

Just realized tomorrow is Sept. 11th. Great. Sept 11th has always been weird for me, since the whole thing happened. Part of me feels sad for what happened, another part knows relatives of the people who died must hate reliving this on TV every year as they tape from Ground Zero. Nicole(my stepdad's cousin) lost the love of her life in the attack, ( Read more... )

Heh. My star has sunglasses on it. Anywhooooo, met my new grandmother person today. She's nice enough I guess. Made some huge ass production about showing off her engagement ring & wedding ring. Of course, her engagement ring is about the size of a mini boulder. And probably costs half of my salary for a year. Ugh, completely random but they're ( Read more... )

Finally updating again. Kinda hard to do with Sir Babycakes. He's getting crazy big. Makes me sad cause he's all growing up. Let's see... me & Gussie are going to see Hanson on Oct. 30th. You know you're jealous. All part of my ploy to get Isaac Hanson. I swear the boy is waaayyy hotter than the "Mmmbop" days. Must figure out how the hell to get to ( Read more... )

To quote Gussie from the other night, "when did things start getting so complicated?" I mean, life never really was simple, but it used to be a lot fucking simplier than right now. I don't know what I want anymore. Well I kinda do, but Isaac Hanson is not available to me right now. Just kidding. Seriously though, I'm thinking about a lot of things ( Read more... )