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It's been awhile
since I've been on here, so long in fact that I kept trying to log in under a wrong user name, and it said my account had been deleted! I may or may not have panicked! Anyway, how are you all doing? Does anyone even remember me or come here anymore...? -
Worst Dream Ever
I seriously has the worst dream ever. Worse than the dream where I had babies and they died (In my dream). I dreamed that I bullied a girl into suicide. Yes there is a bit more than that like this girl was really mean to me and basically bullied me, but I eventually said something so awful to her she committed suicide. It was just awful.
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Pretty sure I ate like a cow today and I didn't work out. I need to clean my apartment but have no motivation... It needs to get done before tomorrow... I'm supposed to leave at 9:00 in the morning and my atrocious car also needs to be cleaned out by then...
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Hurt
Holy crap I hurt my shoulder so bad! It hurts to drive, to put on a shirt, to tie my shoes, it's going to kill when I wash my hair. Pretty sure I may have pulled a muscle.
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Just cereal today [Kashi go Lean] to keep my metabolism going, and lots of green tea as well. Now it's time to clean, clean, clean my apartment....I am doing this while watching "Supersize vs. Superskinny".
I honestly love this show, it's such a guilty pleasure for me! It's a bit confusing though, all the calculations, since I am from the US and I ( Read more... ) -
Some Sort of Miracle?
I lost three pounds from yesterday....I don't know what happened to my body, but I had tons of heartburn, and digestive discomfort which was awful, I also had a horrible headache. I also did eat more than I should have yesterday...but I was also so so sick ( Read more... ) -
Bored...
Remember how everyone used to do these quizzes on Myspace all the time? Ha well, I'm bored now, and decided to do one just for fun.
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Today
Today I ate like a pig and then I worked over 1000 calories off. I'm proud of myself (for working off so many calories) but I do wish I hadn't eaten all that I had... Thankfully none of it was junk!
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Fat Cow
I feel like a huge fat cow every single day. I am so Unhappy and I feel like my stomach is getting bigger and bigger. I hate pictures bring taken of me, dread family events with those I haven't seen in awhile and am totally unmotivated for EVERYTHING... I need to find some motivation to clean, and do better with my eating, and get out and ( Read more... ) -
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So hungry. Trying not to eat as it's so late at night. Going to drink (another) glass of water and try to watch a movie and sleep. Maybe another Valium will help... (I've been having horrible problems sleeping)
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