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Project Birthday: Day 25
Progress Report:
Weightloss to date:
9.6lbs
Progress this week:
Day 4/7
-2.4/3lbs lost
Under target by 5.4lbs
Progress overall:
Day 25/57
9.6/25lbs lost
15.4lbs to go
CW: 141.4lbs
Aims: *sigh*
Week 2 (12th Jan) 148lbs
Week 3 (19th Jan) 145lbs
Week 4 (26th Jan) 142lbs
Week 5 (2nd Feb) 139lbs
Week 6 (9th Feb) 136lbs
Week 7 (16th Feb) 133lbs
Week 8 (23rd Feb) 130lbs
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That's bulimia (extreamly non-serious post)
(to the tune of That’s Amore)
When you eat lots of food and don’t know what to do, that’s bulimia (do do do doooo)
restrooms fill you with fear in case someone should hear it’s bulimia (do do do doooo)
stick your hands in your mouth till the food all comes out, that’s bulimia (do do do doo)
like a trick that’s gone wrong, eat the food *poof* its gone, ( Read more... ) -
Project Birthday: Day 24 (update)
I've already eaten too much for the day, hopefully the fact that it was eaten so early on will play in my favour. I can't purge today, I remembered as I was eating breakfast. I wasn't distressed, I just felt sad. And lost.
Today's going to be shit-tastic.
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Help me.
I'm drowning.
My ED was the band-aid holding me together and now I've lost my grip on that... I'm bleeding out.
I've been a half inch from size six for what feels so long now, the closer I get the further it gets, always one step out of my grasp. Am I skinny now or not? I don't even know. No one else seems to have noticed anything, how much ( Read more... ) -
Project Birthday: Day 24
Progress Report:
Weightloss to date:
11.8lbs
Progress this week:
Day 3/7
-0.2/3lbs lost
Under target by 3.2lbs
Progress overall:
Day 24/57
11.8/25lbs lost
13.2lbs to go
CW: 139.20lbs
Aims: redo the last 1000 words of my essay since they got deleted. hold it together, I feel so close to breaking at the moment and I can't afford to break. -
Project Birthday: Day 23 (update)
My essay got deleted so I have to start again tomorrow.
I b/p'd and something that looked pink and fleshy came up so I'm going to have to stop purging for a while, this means I'm going to have to be extra careful with my restricting because if I fuck up I'm stuck with it :/ the thought is scary as hell.
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Project Birthday: Day 23 (update)
CW: 139.4lbs, so I'm up 0.6lbs more than I was when I woke up, I had bran flakes and veggies (not in the same bowl :p) so I should be back to my morning weight by the time I get back from doing my essay in the library. Tbh even if my weight doesn't budge it doesn't matter because I'll still lose 0.6lbs overnight (getting a normal nights sleep) so ( Read more... ) -
Project Birthday: Day 23
'12.2/25lbs lost
12.8lbs to go'
In 0.4lbs I'll be over the halfway mark and on the home stretch, half the work will be done. Its actually a scary thought to think this is almost over :/ And its not actually I target I needed to reach till I was halfway though day 28, that's 5 days from now. Still, I'm glad I've done well. I'm glad I've gotten smaller ( Read more... ) -
Project Birthday: Day 22 (update)
Technically its day 23 but I haven't been to sleep yet so I'm going to start day 23 once I've gotten some rest.
I ate breakfast (?) around 6am this morning, tomato pasta bake made with a metric shitload of cheese. I was going to go to bed around 3am after having done 1500 words on my essay but then my housemate Emma came home drunk with issues and ( Read more... ) -
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It wasn't easy.
I stood in my bedroom, jumping, jiggling, silently pleading.
I lay on the bed, I pulled, manoeuvred, coaxed. I crossed my legs, breathed in as deep as I could and voilà the button was done up.
And here I am, sitting in my size 8 skinnies from New Look. They're well too small for me, that's undeniable, but just a few days ago it would ( Read more... )