Dont think ( Read more... )

Wasnt it you who told her she could be anything she wanted ( Read more... )

Ana,Ana hear me cry
I'm not thin yet but so hard will i try
Ana,Ana hear me scream
my muscles no longer strong nor lean
Ana,Ana oh how i fought
now your my only love my every thought
Ana,Ana with your scary potions
crowding my mind with your pity filled notions
Ana,Ana you hold me so dear
i never let go for the pain i do fear
Ana,Ana our own personal game
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 i haven't been on here in forever or it seems like it . today I'm liquid fasting since yesterday i did so shitty and binged for the third day in a row god kill me it was terrible i felt so ashamed. But today will be good i just know it im also getting a new phone today 2 yr thang is up yay ( Read more... )

man i wish i was a kid again not knowing what anorexia was and thinking boys are icky. hehe
cuz right now i just wanna dig a hole and jump in it and stay there for a few years.
oh boy. im a mess.

ok so this isnt ED related at all but im freaking out right now like panic attack time ( Read more... )

Binge.

Binge binge binge binge binge

ahhhhh. why must i be so weak? 

i am so happy :]
abc is working for me i mean i can stick to it easily
i had 430 calories today so exciting first time in a long time i have done good and gone below 500 yay

peace and love <3

ahh to day has been pretty good. so far ( Read more... )

im  probably the most awful person ever. so theres this guy and he lives in a different state ive talked about him before well he had a girlfriend and since im so selfish i wanted him to brake up with her and want to go out with me but i didnt want or need a boyfriend right now i just wanted him to want me so i could say no.. im a bitch. and now ( Read more... )