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i told my friend... well i honestly dont know what to call himm...? but anyway i told him i used to cut and he was like you shouldnt do that and i said i cant believe i told you that, i never tell anyone.. and he said well im not anyone..
ahh it was nice :]
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i am such a failure. seriously im over here like why am i not loosing i want to be skinny i wanna pull off a mini skirt i wanna look good naked!!!! gahhhd but it will never happen because i suck at life!!! last week i had to go to my dads, which let me tell you is like a living HELL!!, i hate him so much.. any way so i tried not to eat there but ( Read more... ) -
story about self harm..
i see you reaching into the front of your coveralls about to grasp hold onto your switch blade.you dont realize how well i know you,not just you but more than that ,your every thought ,your every action. i feel it, and worst..or maybe best of all you dont even understand me,my powers over you, not powers in the cynical hollywood way,but powers over ( Read more... ) -
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I just have to say that i am freakin sick of everything and everybody . especially myself. i am so ashamed right now because all i have ever wanted was too be skinny an thin and beautiful and i havent been doing anything about it but fucking binging and purging most of the time not even purging. and im mad and i know anas mad at me which hurts the ( Read more... ) -
freaked out!!
I just have to say that i am freakin sick of everything and everybody . especially myself. i am so ashamed right now because all i have ever wanted was too be skinny an thin and beautiful and i havent been doing anything about it but fucking binging and purging most of the time not even purging. and im mad and i know anas mad at me which hurts the ( Read more... ) -
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i hate the doctors ;[ its not like i have anything to worry about wieght wise cuz imma a fucking cow!! i was suppose to fast today but i fucked up and screwed it all... ate kfc and doritos and cookies and uhhh i hate myself .. i wanna try diet pills my mom has some and she never uses them so she wouldnt notice if a few were gone ;] thats my only ( Read more... ) -
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arrg my mom just called me fat again okay so i was putting on my jacket this morning and she comes up to me and rabs my tummy pooch and says you need to work out a lot are you on ur period and i said yes(which was a lie) and she said well thats why you are fat there in ur tummy..and im not on my period so obviously im just fat.... crappp.... hello ( Read more... ) -
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okay so the dude i was talking about in the other post:: he is just a little character i swear okay i get mad at him a lot just for the hell of it(i do not have any idea why i do) any way and after that i always tell him i am sorry and like always he says okay dont worry about it so after that he sends me this text saying and i do love you.. What ( Read more... ) -
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i love spanish sooo bilingual :]