well this morning i got a text from this guy who i have been talking to for  a while i met him on upoc.. which isnt very smart but anyway and hes my age and i really like him i told him i had a boyfriend because he said he didnt want a girlfriend right now, but it wouldnt work any way he lives in florida i live in california wayyyy far away i know ( Read more... )

 im sick of worrying about how i look im just going to live life and if i happen to lose weight thats great but i am not going to pine over it any longer.. haha my epiphany ( Read more... )

yayayayayaya!! today all i had to eat was 5 sunchips water and a bite of a BLT that i tried to throw up...so i think i did pretty good today!! 

im so mad okay so yester day i told myself  that i wasnt going to eat anything!! but no im so stupid so i didnt eat anything for breakfast. as usual. but at lunch i dont want my friends knowing so i had to eat sunchips which are 210 cals!! i guess thats not that much but it still really upset me but then i was just going to pretend to eat them but ( Read more... )

Man im so tired i hate evrything to do with exams EVERYTHING but at least it makes me anxious so i wont want to eat more except i just had a burrito and even though i threw up im stll guilty... gahhh dammit!!!