So the year ends and I find myself another year closer to 40. I know I'm still 5 years away from it but it'll be here before I know it. It's strange because in my mind I'm only about 25 or 26. I don't mind getting older. It just makes me feel like there's only so much time left to do the things I want to do ( Read more... )

You know, I always think I'll have something to say and then I sit here staring at a blank screen. Sure someday I'll be a writer, in my dreams. I never have time to concentrate on things like that. Well, to be honest I do but I don't have the drive. It's so much easier to watch tv with Jeff. I think I feel bad if I do something without him. I used ( Read more... )

I got my picture taken with the Stanley Cup! That's right, I got to touch it. I don't know why that's so exciting to me but it is ( Read more... )

Yeah, so the holidays suck up so much time. I forgot when it was. I see it's still November, barely. Tempus fugit ( Read more... )

Update Shmupdate. My damn computer doesn't even let me type for more than 30 seconds before it won't let me post.

Anyway, birds swim through leaves of water and I crawl through the cave of eternity.

*sets out a table of snacks*

Name your poison.

So my amazing Jeff got a job in one day without even having an interview. He faxed out three resumes and one of the employers called one of his references (who gave him a stellar one) and hired him over the phone. He starts tomorrow and it's only a short distance from my work (we car pool the 40 miles between home and work ( Read more... )

I was realizing this morning, as I gave the critters their water, that Jeff and I own a snake and a chameleon. Both are symbols of change and transformation. I found it interesting that we had each chosen one such reptile and wondered what it said about us or what that meant for us. Did it mean that we were seeking change or that we need to become ( Read more... )

It’s the end of the day and as usual I’m feeling drained. I know it’s not a physical drain, it’s a mental/spiritual drain. I feel like I have been fighting so hard for so long just to have the security that is my right as a human being. All I want is to know that the roof over my head will be there for me until I choose for it not to be. I still ( Read more... )

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