Well I'm at home today because I didn't schedule taking my laxatives at the right time so there was no way I could go to school..haha kind of funny actually but I still have to go to work this afternoon. I was pretty discouraged last night because I weighed in at 112 and I have NEVER weighed that much!This summer I did so well I was down from my ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't updated my journal in a long time!I've been at Cheerleading camp(where I was noticed for not eating very much by the other main flyer on our squad-sweeet victory!)She was soooo jealous!And I'm not going to pretend like I didn't love every bit of it! oh AND she asked everyone who the smallest person on our team was and they said ME!!!I ( Read more... )

Okay so here's what happened today.I woke up feeling preety good about myself-haha this is unusual but anyways...I decided as punishment for eating so much last night that I wouldn't eat today. I tend to like to do that, set desperate goals at the start of the day but 50% of the time I give in, but not because I'm so weak and have to but because I ( Read more... )

Well I'm not going to say my name I think I'll just say its Anne Olsen because I know a girl named that who I truely admire with her incredibly thin body and I'm striving to be like her, and Olsen because I love Mary-Kate(as gay as it may sound, admitting to liking an olsen twin!!)with her newly discovered eating disorder. My journal is going to ( Read more... )