OKay so DAY 1 of the fast is officially over. ->very successful;only had water and diet coke..no gum even!I am seriously going to go through Friday the 1st. Oh I was kind of bragging about it to my best friend who knows about Ana and she drifts in and out of it and she wants to do it with me. That kinda makes me mad but maybe it will help me do ( Read more... )

I'm starting a water/diet soda fast with youre my hero and another girl tomorrow. I most likely will binge tonight and do some exercises. Of course more comments were made today by Jeff--"how about next time you wear a shirt that fits" and I had to defend me eating 2 things of jello by telling him they are sugarfree and only 10 cals each so chill ( Read more... )

Alright so here is whats going on in my failing life.. Ever since that binge I have just kept going and every night I write in this I say I am starting a new fast tomorrow but it never happens. So heres the deal my boyfriend/whatever he is, reeally makes a lot of fat jokes and comments during meals and we actually joke about me having an ED.Like ( Read more... )

I seriously have screwed so many things up in these past two days. I went off my fast at the end of the 2nd day- I mean come on that isn't even very long!but i did lose some weight, got down to 104.Okay here's the deal I either fast or I binge, I have never been able to just eat small portions very well, soo when I went off my fast 2 days ago I ( Read more... )

okay well I fasted through today,ran , and then ate a sandwhich,and then went to cheer practice. Now the depressing part, I got home a TOTALLY BINGED like maaajorly...I am SOOO upset!:'(I weighed myslef before I binged 104 and after 106!!It's like everything I just worked for I threw away in like 15 minutes.I haven't figured out a way to come off ( Read more... )

OKay well I fasted from Thursday through Friday evening. I almost made it through friday but I had a game and wasn't going to have any energy so I ate some safe foods but thenn after the game i went to a friends and she cooked for me and a lot of my friends so I had to eat.Luckily I didn't gain more than a pound(so I'm 106 ( Read more... )

I did so good today!I am seriously soo pumped!Here's my day ( Read more... )

okay, this eating well thing and working out to lose weight is NOT working. I thought maybe I could eat more and it'd be okay because I would be eating stuff that is good for me but no. I lost some weight at the beginning(like 3 pounds) but gained it back. This sucks because friday is game day and pep rally. Okay I am definately running in the ( Read more... )

I just got done running,so I'm feeling preety good. I need to burn off a lot of the cals I took in at lunch. It is A LOT harder running outside, I ran about half the amount I normally do on the treadmill.I did 200 squats last night and the same this morning as well as abs stuff ( Read more... )

Wow I am so cool..NOT. Okay so it is sooo hard to get back into the like schedule of fasting and restraining! I am seriously getting so discouraged.I always end up either really concentrating on dieting and never exercise or end up just obsessively exercising and eating whatever I want and feeling guilty the whole time.I think I need to just like ( Read more... )