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I've made a mess of my life.
I don't know how I got here or how I get out.
My job situation is shit.
My phone calls have dwindled.
Every relationship I've ever had has been blown to pieces by rumors and lies.
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It seems like so much work to post here. I have so much to say but sitting down with my computer and picking out the words is difficult ( Read more... ) -
it's just you and me
Having more and more trouble falling asleep at night. Either I am in pain or I am too wired to actually let go and fall asleep. My summer has been pretty uneventful as I suspect it will continue to be. I keep cutting people out of my life and my circle of friends is on the decline. My best friend has changed so much since her relationship with her ( Read more... ) -
count 'em one two three
My teacher just called Australia "The Australia." I was like really? REALLY? THE AUSTRALIA! Ah that will have to be a new inside joke now ( Read more... ) -
some thoughts
If I have another night like last night I will have to kill myself. Laying in bed for 6 hours in pain without being able to fall asleep has to be the worst thing ever. It's too much when you have school and work and homework and all the bullshit in between. Oh and my period started this morning. Can't even tell you how much I enjoyed my morning. I ( Read more... ) -
losing faith
I am slowing losing faith in the human race. A few recent examples to showcase my point ( Read more... ) -
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My life is so emotionally draining. -
the same mechanisms
Where is everyone? No one posts updates anymore. I am forced to read ONTD until my eyes are going to fall out. Reading about celebrities isn't nearly as interesting as reading about real people ( Read more... ) -
count it back
It's so akward being in the same room with someone who has slept next to me and seen me without a bra. Double akward with his girlfriend in the same room.
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