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Seduction leads to Destruction
I fell down an esclalator twice yesterday. Not my brightest moment but one of the funniest.
Hooray for Cheesecake Facotry and Allen.
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Writer's Block: Sharing is Caring
I hate sharing my weaknesses with other people. I've tried and failed miserably to be open and honest with people and let them in. They will inevitably and invariably use it against me at the time when I need them most.
Regrettably,
Samantha
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Writer's Block: Work & Self-Worth
YES! I feel so underapreciate and underpaid at Hollister. It makes me angry because I have all of the intelligence and energy and I am stuck folding $6.90 clearance items for anorexic tween girls. It's disgusting.
Soo much has happened in the last week that I don't even know where to start. Friday was one of, if not the worst day of my life. I don' ( Read more... ) -
Signal:
I finally told her. She went balistic. Made up a bunch of excuses. This was two weeks ago. We haven't spoken since and we're in the same class. (If you are slightly confused read several entries down). Best friends no more. It's sad when things end, but I think maybe it's for the best, and I can work on friendships that mean more, with people that ( Read more... ) -
Calling out to home base... Do you read me? EMERGENCY! We're floating endlessly.
I never really understood what people meant by zoning out when someone is talking to you, but recently I COMPLETELY get it. Is it just me or are most people having the most boring inane conversations ever? For some reason, I don't even try to follow the conversation train, usually meaning I miss the imortant stuff. But lately it feels like the ( Read more... ) -
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This is the last day I will ever be seventeen. It makes me really sad. I'm feeling really warm inside and I wish I had someone to share these feelings with. I'm content right now. Although sad, because I wish Erica, Marc, and Jazz could have been here today. The complicated parts of life get me down sometimes. Like death and love ( Read more... ) -
I won't be help responsible
People are RIDICULOUS. I don't know if I can emphasize that any more than it already is by capping it, bolding it, underlining it, and italicizing it. I hate the way life is so transitory. How someone can be your best friend one day and the next you can lose all respect for that person.
I MISS: my best friend, car rides to nowhere, Bad Ass Truck ( Read more... ) -
Mind
I think it really means something when you can move past the bad things and see the good. Even in death and suicide. I think about Wendi a lot. I hope she's an angel. I don't know if that's how it works but I pray for it. -
I've been dreaming
about California lately. All I can see is oceans and sand and sunshine. Even the scrapes that come from boarding and being slammed into the sand. My day dreaming is getting out of control. Although I think my day dreaming is a way for me to cope with all of the stress and the non stop chatter from my brain. I was taking a test and I zoned out for a ( Read more... ) -
Signal:
It's sad when your parents lead a more active social life than you. I'm trying to laugh at myself when I do stupid things. I'm looking for something, I don't know what it is, but right now I feel lost ( Read more... )