I've been in Melbourne now for 8 years now. Why did I leave Sydney? To get away from the booze and the drugs and the people who only wanted to do those things. I thought I'd travel, enjoy Melbourne, learn a language namely French... wait before I go on, how the fuck do I turn off spell check on this damn thing? I hate seeing the red underline ( Read more... )

Have you ever done something so bad that you wanna kill yourself? I'm so ashamed of what I've done I can't tell you what it is it's so embarrasing. Don't worry it's not so bad that it's something criminal that you need to report me on but still... it's bad. Irrespectively, I don't feel like a decent person anymore. I might never be the smartest, ( Read more... )

I was going to hint about it on my facebook but too many of my coleagues are now on my facebook and whilst I don't expect that they'd dob me in necessarily, I do believe however whether intentional or otherwise things manage to leak out because of facebook thus not making it the safest forum for jutting out opinions about a corporation that I work ( Read more... )

Since moving into this apartment there was always this creepy scratching noise at my window, funnilly enough it only occured at night when I was trying to sleep. It wasn't so much that it the creepiness made me imagine unspeakable monsters about to break in through the window but more so that the relentless scratching noise itself was keeping me ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about moving back to Sydney. All of a sudden things don't feel right here anymore. Or more to the point it feels the same as if I were in Sydney...

A sense of mourning when I think about my friendship ending with my housemate Adam who's personality transformation into a Ken Doll is all but complete. At a time in my life where I thought I was passed the era of 'burning' friendships was over. It seems the only truly solid friendship I can think of is Dan. It's great that I'll always have Dan, ( Read more... )

Why is it that it's so easy for us to expose ourselves and our secrets on this forum? It's not that private when you think about it ( Read more... )

I'm leaving this house in Carlton but not by my on volition. Things were never great between Lex and I but damnit I didn't realise the extent at which she was quietly hating me. Essentially giving my housemate Adam (to whom I thought was my best mate in Melbourne) the ultimatum it's either he or me. Being the girlfriend to which he's in love with ( Read more... )

Travelling for me has imbued me with an unquenchable sense of adventure. An old flame emailed me today asking me to go to South America with her in May if only for a month or so. The sensible side of me says that's out of the question! No way Mark, you don't even have a job right now, even if you did, you'd then have to leave it after a month or so ( Read more... )

Woke up at 4:30am I think it was someone using the toilet. My sleep must've been pretty light for me to wake up from something like that. Unusual for me. I lay there immovable. My eyes are still crunching as if they'd still be bloodshot had I looked in the mirror. I'm still well and truly sleepy yet I already feel like I can't sleep. My breathing ( Read more... )