i'm making this friends only. i assume anyone that reads this is already on my friends list.. if not, just comment and i'll add you and such. yep. xo, alison.

( siren music festival plus other stuff. )

i can barely breathe when i think back and they aren't just faded memories in the back of my brain, i see them far too clear. there is no fog, and the flourenscent lightbulbs have burned images into my pupils when i close my eyes to sleep at night.

( oh no, she's not a secret now. )

so i'm seventeen years young. no, not old. young.
happy birthday to me.

i could hear their voices through the bedroom wall ( Read more... )

as if deciding to ( Read more... )

guh. i just threw up 3 times and i don't feel any better. my stomache is in knots and my throat is stinging and i do not understand why or how some people do that voluntarily. it's beyond me. it's 5:38 in the aaammm and i have yet to get any sleep. blarg. i'll go crazy soon, i promise you.

beep. i smile. <3

so with your hands upon the hips of the dancing flesh - she's a carnival! and when it's lip to lip in a surprise time kiss - she's a carnival!

( i've got grass stains on my knees. )

it was hot outside and
the air was thick,
the streetlights were out but
i could see your face

(it was glowing)