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I only really seem to be productive when threatened. I wonder if that says something about me in general; perhaps I just cannot be allowed with any freedom, or my mind will wander to nonproductive activities. If only I can actually learn to restructure myself, I might be able to maximize the worth of my working hours ( Read more... )

Over Halloween weekend, I attended SugioCon in Ohio and stayed at the courtesy of Andrew's place there. The con itself was interesting - although a lot more disorganized than Anime North was, with my friend Andrew's panel on villains being the most interesting for me ( Read more... )

From AllExperts.Com:Byeard Maggott (aka Mark Argyle) was one of the principal authors of the famous Operation CWAL writing group. He created the fictional Maggottonians, beings with a taste for violence and hyper technology. This fictional group became even more popular with the pre-podcast Internet radio show, "The Maggott Show". In 2004 he ( Read more... )

I've always made this little place into a kind of a personal shrine to myself. There is something about writing about my frustrations that has become a kind of a release. If I could only get my emotions out on paper(or in this case, oh so much digital ink), then it somehow could be safely out of me. Preserved, in a way, so that even as life ( Read more... )

Luck is one thing. I've had, essentially, seven relationships in four years run afoul, and almost all of them ended on virtually the same note(lasted three-four months, then lingered as an uncomfortable friendship for a few more months). That's not luck. That's a sign that I'm somehow fundamentally incoherent in either my choices, my action, or my ( Read more... )

Go with the flow and life will sweep you away.

That's been my error with everything.

Steer, Sean, steer.

So, about a week. Sharon went into her usual spiel about how she wanted us to be friends, nothing more, at least not for awhile longer. She wants to avoid boyfriends, a statement she has made before and now has come to finally come around to holding to ( Read more... )

I realized what my error was with Sharon in the beginning ( Read more... )

So she proved me wrong ( Read more... )