life is ever changing. i am single again. finally on my way to graduating. i cannot stand living in arizona anymore. phoenix anyway. i do miss tucson. i am awaiting monsoon season with much anticipation. it's either LA or New York for me. This time things will be different.

this is not the first time i've been told i was making a huge mistake.. but never once have i looked back regretting the choices i've made.

last night anthony and i decided to log back on and look through some of our old posts. my how entertaining. i have updated a few times in the past few years but nothing compared to what we used to do. so funny ( Read more... )

i made it through the toughest time of the year. and all i did was cry ridiculously in front of everyone at a party while black out drunk.. not bad. : ) whenever i go through these slumps i try to find a happy place as soon as possible. i know it won't last forever and that is the key to getting through it all. i am back on top. getting fit for the ( Read more... )

i cannot say how long it has been since i have written in here but i know it has been a long time. all the sudden i felt it necessary to write down..well.. type.. where i stand in life. i used to write in here everyday. i wish i never deleted my old journal. sure it was depressing but i think about where i was and where i am and i can't believe i ( Read more... )

i feel like i am never going to graduate from school. i just keep going and going but feel like i am getting nowhere because of how little progress i have made. i am hoping to be done in the next two years.. which proves i did nothing with my first 2 years in college since i should be graduating this year. i am worried because i have heard from ( Read more... )

well as i very well know, i should be studying for my business midterm tomorrow morning.. but i digress per usual and turn my attention to other things..myspace..ebay..livejournal..tonight darren and i went up to his parents house for dinner. his mother made meatloaf. it was delicious. his dad is great. he talks your ear off but in a great way. he ( Read more... )

i love this girl with all of my bloody inside of my chest thingy.
<3 her dude

hmmm all moved into the new place.. mostly. i have a few things left at the other house i've yet to bring over. mostly dresses. a little kitchenware. just need to throw out a bit and i'm all set! it's strange not living downtown anymore but i am getting more and more used to it. this place is much bigger which is nice and i'm freakishly stoked ( Read more... )

my dad bitched me out really bad last night. i have to graduate. fuck. it's so much harder now that i am living on my own and paying for everything. i'll get it done just not as fast as he would like. and he can't understand that. i hate feeling inadequate. i really hate it. and that's all he seems to make me feel. he hates me. the shitty thing is ( Read more... )