im ending this journal.....im going to get my new one all perfected and stuff and let ppl know the site for that one...

goodbye....

i wrote justin an e-mail tonight....the last one ill write to him...the last time i will talk to him...im going to be strong...im trying to help him in not talking to me....and moving on. it will be much easier for both of us...another thing im going to do before going to bed is deleting all of my e-mails from justin..it will help so much more if ( Read more... )

i live w/ the pain every day...every night. i cherished everything...and now i dont have anything...i sit here crying....reminded of what ive doen every day in my head....and i just cant get over it....the tears fall...and fall...and i would think to myself...i cant cry anymore...but im always wrong....i keep crying...and crying.....i feel as ( Read more... )

i tried to call noah tonight....it took me like 30 mint o get his number from aly. i think she still hates me for going out w/ him in the first place...its great, really. so then i call and get the answering machine...UGH! ...i guess ill try again another time ( Read more... )

i keep listening to this song...the one country song i like...it makes me want to cry....but then again i like listening to it..im so confused....i guess...til next time...i ply wont have time to update tomm....so hopefully i can update before work on friday...g'night all...

seriously, this is the first time EVER that ive been sick and all i can do is think!!! how in the hell?! grrrrr. usually when im sick...im peacful...and in pain, but still. NO, i cant do anythign but think! i talked to tony today...and he was tlaking about moving to colorado..and i said 'ill go too!' joking...but then we started thinking about it. ( Read more... )

"Whiskey Lullaby ( Read more... )

last night i started to not feel so good. my throat started to hurt and my head did too. my tummy wasnt the best. so i laid down for a bit. but lots o ppl kept callin'...so i ended up getting up at 10 pm...and i felt HORRIBLE! i could hardly talk and hardly move. so i stayed up for alittle bit and talked to jusitn, matt, tony, and connnie. but then ( Read more... )

one of my friends pointed out that i didnt put one of the turning points in why i wanted to change. and what had happened this weekend that made me so upset. so here it is (copied from my other journal ( Read more... )

001. name/nickname: andrea/andie ( Read more... )