My whole world is being shattered into a million pieces and I have no one to talk to about it... I don't know what to do with myself and I feel like I'm falling so fast that when I hit the bottom I won't be able to pull myself back up! Everyone thinks that I'm just fine, but I've learned how to smile for show. Maybe I should stop doing that! ( Read more... )

I'm going to say goodbye to him for the better of both of us. He's met someone new who makes him happy and that makes me happy. Goodbye Patrick.
I will always love you and never forget you!
Love Always Andrea Nicole

I'm so lonely! I miss my Patrick and I have to sit here at home by myself. This sucks so bad! On top of it my teeth hurt like a bitch because the othro. gave me so retainers to make them straight again. Ugh!

I'm sitting at home all alone because I feel like complete shit! I hate being sick more than anything because I'm a complete whine bag! It'll be okay though because I have my Patrick who is taking care of me. Right now he is the only thing keeping me happy! Yesterday I got into a fight with one of my friends of 6 years and then my sister and ( Read more... )

Everything is going so wonderful lately! I have my Patrick back, I've got a new job, I don't feel near as depressed as I did a few weeks ago and all over I'm really happy! School is going okay, but I need to step it up a notch and start concentrating a little more, but I can do it... I know I can! My job is okay other than it is boring during ( Read more... )

Everything is going to be alright. It may be hard trying to work everything out, but Patrick is more than worth it! I let Sean go last night and that was the best thing for me. I've always said I was going to do it, but never truely did; it feels right this time. I then went to the show with my friends Whitney and Chris... boy was that ( Read more... )

Why can't I ever do anything right? Why do and I keep hurting the people I love? My heart is in one place and I can't seem to let it go. I want to be happy and whole, but that doesn't look like it's going to happen anytime soon! I feel so lonely and don't know what to do! My whole everything hurts and I dread going to school or work. Nothing ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY PATRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. Patrick and I have agreed to go our seprate ways for now and see what happens, but I have mixed feelings about it! I mean I know it is probably for the best right now, but I don't want it to be. When we got off the phone last night I couldn't stop crying! Sunday night I fell asleep with my lights on ( Read more... )

I'm in a really good mood because I have a job interview at JcPenney and I'll finally get out of my nasty job at Hardee's. Patrick and I have gotten back together and that makes me really happy! I just don't know if I can handle all of the drama that comes with it! I have plenty of people who are mad at me, but they don't know that we are back ( Read more... )