It seems I haven't updated in much longer than I thought. I really am fairly boring in the sense that I am essentially at the same spot, doing the same thing I have always been doing. My usual day consists of waking late, meandering around, accomplishing very little, jamming with the guys, and a little song-writing on the side. That last part ( Read more... )

I had these great plans of full of nothingness for last night. I have actually been quite a deal more social as of late then I am accustomed to and comfortable with. Turns out that I had, although to no recollection of mine, told a buddy of mine that I would go to this show with him. I hate to break promises even alleged ones, so I decided to go ( Read more... )

I decided to try a rather moronic feat tonight. I suppose it fits in with my whole I want to change, I want to be someone, not a bum philosophy as of late. But, I think its also in part due to my conversation with Norah, where at one point as I was wandering to the fridge to grab a beer, I breezed by a mirror, then stepped back, looked and just ( Read more... )

I had some friends of mine come to stay for the weekend. Old friends, the ones who almost know you too well for your own good. In response to my particular perspective on life, one of my friends said this to me ( Read more... )

I spent the day yesterday with a buddy of mine. Sat around his back yard. He's got this family, its a strange concept to me. We were sitting there jamming, he was fine, but, I was distracted. I couldn't stop watching his kids, maybe he's so accustomed to it, that he didn't notice, or maybe there are other reasons for it, but I prefer to assume ( Read more... )

I live in a very odd little neighborhood. During the week and in the day time it appears very quaint and sweet, but as night falls and the weekend comes strange things start happening. Pretty much across the street from my house is a grade school. Since school has resumed, I have been waking up early, coffee, cigarette and newspaper, sitting on ( Read more... )

I spent the day with my grandmother. I've always looked up to her. She has an astonishing spirit, always has. And age has done nothing but wonders for her. She is so alive, lives each second with such intensity, that being around her you can't help but feel it. She is a spunky little lady, she is slightly crazy I must say, but I love it, she ( Read more... )

I grew tired of my solitude today, felt the need to escape it. The desire to be social is a seldom occurrence, yet although present, so to was my ever persistent asocial tenor. I decided not to fight it, but honestly couldn't think of anyone I felt like being social with. So, I grabbed a book and went to the park, typically found a nice tree and ( Read more... )

I guess I will introduce myself as Stephen's little brother, since that is likely who I will be referred to, as I always am. Although few people recognize me as one, I am a singer/songwriter. I am often noted as that dorff member that tries to hide from the media. They have even gone so far as to label me a loner. I prefer to explain it away as ( Read more... )