so there's not really a lot going on. therapy is like my full time job right now, 5 days a week, of couse i've done all this crap before but i was loaded the entire time, so being sober and going through cognitive behavioral therapy and dialectical behavioral therapy and occupational therapy blah blah blah is a little more helpful to me right now. ( Read more... )

uric acid is pickling my kidneys. the doctor put me on some medication that is supposed to help my body metabolize it (i forget the name). i also have several kidney stones, one of which i passed already (lemme tell ya, that shit fucking HURTS !!! i imagine it's worse than childbirth) and some of which are going to have be lasered. the doctor gave ( Read more... )

i guess i should explain.

basically, i've realized over the winter that my life had gotten completely OOC. i was getting nowhere with my therapy, i was spending all my money on pills and booze, i started having serious health problems. i kind of took a step back and said "why is your life like this, why haven't you gotten off your ass and finished ( Read more... )

HELP i'm stuck in the anti-war protest ! market street is TOTAL CHAOS right now !

since i'm at the apple store downtown, i might as well update. kind of a lot has been going on, i've been pretty productive which is what happens when i'm sober and far from the nearest public internet terminal ( Read more... )

my SSI got approved. i'll never have to work again !

george w. bush comments: "ANDREW WATCHMAKER IS AN INSANE FAG !"

last night not-gay caught me rocking out to AFI. later, i asked him if his name was "crustacean" (it's actually croatian) and he wasn't really amused.

this morning, as with most mornings, he sat in the dining room doing the crossword puzzle from the examiner in ink. he deliberately does this where everyone can see him in hopes that we'll think " ( Read more... )

one of my housemates has taken the time to take each one of us aside and explain in no uncertain terms that he is not gay. this guy is a native san franciscan who went to yale and i think he has anger management issues. the rest of us ARE gay. he has no problem with us being gay, but just wanted to let us know, individually, that he does not share ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention (how could i have forgotten this ?) that my brother, his girlfriend and some of his church friends had a spiritual intervention on me last week in an extremely crowded denny's in redwood city. as my sampler platter minus chicken strips came, my brother read a prepared speech/prayer begging the heavenly father to "continue to ( Read more... )

a quick list:0. someone stole my glasses. don't ask me how. but they stole them. now i am without glasses. i haven't been leaving the house, at all, because i tend to trip over curbs - i have no depth perception whatsoever without them, and i can't afford new ones. this is making me grouchy ( Read more... )