so have you ever been in that state of mind where you just flat out don't know what's going on? like you're happy but anytime it can alter and one simple thing can force your mood to change in a matter of seconds. i'm just confused, not about anything in particular, just plain confused. i'm tired and lonely but giddy and so loved and i'm not ( Read more... )

so, i am happy. i think i'm slowly dieing inside. it hurts. i love too much, i'm not living fast enough, and i probably will die young. it's always concluded the same way. what do you do when someone brings something up so much and every time they do it makes you feel shittier, and you know you probably diserve it, but have no way of fixing it or ( Read more... )

i think for the most part i'm a good person, yeah sometimes i can be selfish but i try not to be, and i've gotten soo much better. i usually know better and i don't let emotions control me anymore, i don't take things personal and i try not to think so much. i try to keep myself away from dramatic people (i think there will always be at least one ( Read more... )

the only ten things i would need to survive

1. clean water
2. baking soda, for hygene/cleaning purposes
3. duct tape
4. wet naps
5. tampons

so, last night was fun, we got annoying pictures taken and drove to the dance, it was fun, i had a lot of candy, me and caitlin did our traditional spin about 3 times and i watched my friends dance like retards. Then we drove to mongolian barbeque and amanda and mike fallowed. that was an interesting drive. we ate yummy food and had loads of fun ( Read more... )

so no school today, i was very pleased to find that out, we drove all the way there lol. yup so tomorrow is the game, i'm so excited, we'll prob get our asses kicked but i don't usually sit and watch it anyway ha. it is freeeeeeezing in my house. my hands are colder than normal, i think they're turning blue. so anyway i have been running around so ( Read more... )

alrighty so i think i am dieing... yes i deffinatly feel like it.

Happy birthday to Ryan himself, the little brother i never wanted but somehow got ;)

i think if i sniffle one more time my entire head will explode into peices and be splattered all over these newly painted walls and brand new carpet =0 *gasp*

i'm sick of pansy girls, i am so sick of ( Read more... )

i'm super excited for many things, such asss...

homecoming, halloween, my birthday, chelsea and denny's one year, and yeah i'm excited. YAY!

k here

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two days of school and it's already felt like a week. classes are alright. this weekend no idea, next weekend i believe it is i am going to my aunts baby shower, and the last weekend of the month i will be going to the renissance fest. funnnnn stuff ahead of me. oh and homecoming, cannot forget about that, it's oct  first and my mom wants me to get ( Read more... )

1. How many people on your friends list are exs? umm...2
2. what is your favorite part of the chicken? um wing i geuss cause it has more meat
3. what's your favorite town? bay city.. no i duno
4. how did you end your last relationship? not fun like 
5. what's the first word that comes to mind right now? I
6. when was the last time you saw your mother in ( Read more... )