i love hanging out at the lake. drinking beer, fishing, waking up early, and just chillin in general. ive been able to sleep pretty well lately.

what a crazy week its been
prospects for new york are looking up
sam v is moving back into my apartment

i think i almost lost my mind tonight. i gotta get a fucking grip on things or i am seriously gonna lose it. i keep thinking that moving out of virginia is the solution, but honestly, problems like these cant just be left behing in another state. something has got to fucking give.

who the fuck am i kidding?
apparently myself recently.

old flames have a way of making me feel funny

holy fucking shit
my brain is going to explode if i have to try and sort one more thing out in my life. im so confused about shit right now. i need to get the fuck out of here

cooking with friends is fun

heirloom tomato salad
dandelion greens, olives, shaved asiago

roasted red pepper bisque
smoked mozarella

roast scallops
toasted corn, chorizo, crimini mushrooms, beurre blanc

walnut crusted chocolate pate
caramelized peaches

work work work
drama drama drama
beer beer beer

i am overwhelmed with loneliness
will someone go on a date with me?