Had an amazing night overall but still that seed of doubt just keeps popping up. Very sexual night. Shower scene and much more. He told me he wants to love the parts of me that I consider flaws ( Read more... )

What a great day and night. His first sleepover at my place ( Read more... )

So I'm in worried mode. It's like every few days I have a panic day. Just stressing about his hiding me while I tell people I'm taken. And he says he loves me but it is it real? Or am I temporary like "Becca". Whom his love was professed for prior

I had a migraine all day yesterday. Slept most of the day away trying to shake it off. Went to see Mr X anyway. He had a game so I didn't get there until almost 11. Hung out for a bit. Laid down and he was out cold almost instantly. Lol he hit a Cycle plus two singles. Badass. Wish I got to see him play for this team. So proud. Lol ( Read more... )

Snail stopped by today. Brought me a coffee and talked about his taxes. Told him I'm seeing someone... more on that later. I'm off to meet Mr X for pool :)

As I wiped away a bunch of my stray hairs last night, he told me that he loves finding them when I'm not around. Could this be heaven? Don't wake me if I'm dreaming. Such a little thing that left me feeling elated. I never thought I'd feel so good again. <3

I've learned a lot over the years. In this relationship I've been trying my best to practice loving him in a way that makes him feel free. Amazingly, it seems to work well on both sides. It could just be that we're a great match but I suspect it's more than that. I haven't asked for a moment of his time and yet, we've spent almost every day falling ( Read more... )

My love grows deeper by the day. So much in common. It's a beautiful thing <3
He loves logic puzzles. Of all types of puzzles that makes me so happy.
We went and saw Artie Lange last night. It was bittersweet. Im just glad I got to see him at least once.
Hoodoo brown bbq beforehand. Delicious!
I just love him. :)

Shouldn't be shocked.. introduced as his friend... ah ok

I'm floating on a cloud. Flying high on this feeling of falling in love. The way it should be. Him and me. The world can fade to black but I'll still have his back. Snuggled up close all night ( Read more... )