So as you can see things are going very well. I'm falling hard and hope beyond hope that my heart is safe in his hands ( Read more... )

I'm completely, madly and totally in love with him. I haven't felt this way in... Ah i'm so happy. Please oh please let this be the one I've been waiting for <3 Don't hurt me. I beg you. I need this so badly

When he sneak attacks me with kisses when I'm trying to leave <3

Can't help but think I rushed it with Mr X. Even though he doesn't seem hopeless, he seems less and less like the one... I had such great expectations. I guess that was my first mistake. He had my mind and body on a cloud and I fear now the fog is lifting in a different way than I'd dreamed. Cross your fingers that I'm wrong and that this will pass

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I think the biggest problem is that Pete set the bar so high... I don't want to accept anything less than pure madness in love

Thing's he's said that I want to remember -

"It's not right a body like that can also make pizza bread"

"I love when I roll over onto a fresh pillow spot that smells like Jen hair"

Few other things that escape me at the moment

Hello Doubt. I wish I could say it's nice to see you but I'd be lying. I was hoping to make it through without letting you in ( Read more... )

Excited barely scratches the surface as an explanation of how I feel. I'm finally going to see Artie and it's like 3rd freaking row! I cannot wait :)

Saw Mr X after pool last night. Just snuggled and watched TV after he gave me a nice full body massage. Ah
Supposed to go to the billiards expo this weekend and hang with Garrett. I really need a new shaft since mine is warped.
Sleepy so that's all I got. Felt it deserved it's own post for some reason. Silly me.