Saw Mr X after pool last night. Just snuggled and watched TV after he gave me a nice full body massage. Ah
Supposed to go to the billiards expo this weekend and hang with Garrett. I really need a new shaft since mine is warped.
Sleepy so that's all I got. Felt it deserved it's own post for some reason. Silly me.

Breakfast was divine ( Read more... )

Sleepover was fantastic. Mr X is at the store getting breakfast stuffs to make "the mess". I'm excited :) Gonna really need coffee though. He doesnt drink it...
Told Jack I'm seeing someone just to make it clear because I'm not interested in dating multiple people...
Got practice with Garrett later tonight. :)
Feeling good

My dog is driving me insane. Heeeeeeeeelp

I want to run away. To feel wind on my smiling face. To find happiness in the moment of freedom ( Read more... )

I feel like a well beaten path
Grains of sand held so tightly together
The immense pressure threatens to tear me limb from limb
I give support to the feet that step on me
I give purpose and option of an easy route to all that encounter me
I listen
I feel alone

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Sometimes I think the only way I could clear my thoughts would be if I blew my brains out.

I always do this when my mind is heavy with thought... I think hey I should start writing every day on my lj. I might be good for two posts in a day or maybe two days in a week but then I slack off again. It's overwhelming sometimes how much is on my mind. I used to be good at writing it out and moving along with my day. Now my thoughts are a ( Read more... )

I have to say I miss the person I was when I was by your side. I miss how we stood by each other. It's been so long since I've slid my fingers down your skin. What I'd pay to hear your voice call my name. How is it possible that I still miss you? How is possible that you still visit me in my dreams and the mere mention of your name comforts me in ( Read more... )