It really is strange to me that the feeling of missing you could be so overwhelming after all these years. I often wonder in these moments if maybe, just maybe, you're lost in a thought of me at that same moment in time. It feels like you're calling me home ( Read more... )

So I decided yet again that I'm meant to be alone. I'll likely never get married or even experience another healthy relationship. Mike is a looker and it makes me feel like I'm not good enough. I can't hold his attention. I dont want to anymore. I don't want to be with someone that makes me feel that way ( Read more... )

My thoughts are like a rats nest of tangled christmas lights. Like the kind that were discarded just after the holiday celebrations ceased. Tossed in a box or a bag without care or concern for the mess that would be met the next year ( Read more... )

Went to Boston yesterday. Didn't do much exploring but the whole way there I just kept thinking about our Salem days. Most notably the time you told the whole bar that we were from Worcester in your best accent of course. I couldn't even bring myself to speak I was laughing so hard while you yelled at the Red Sox players as if you were cheering ( Read more... )

No doubt the heart is my main source of creativity. This is rough draft. Needed to put it to pen though ( Read more... )

In all situations that hinge upon another's response ( Read more... )

My love is like fire.
Dancing like a flame in a soft summer breeze.
Dont get too close or it will burn you
If youre careful you can admire its beauty
It must be fed to carry on

The mind ( Read more... )

The mind when allowed to roam free, completely unchecked... will assault your soul with the maybes and should haves of a lifetime. Out of the chaos will come a moment of complete clarity. A birth of realization that pours out and over everything. Comforting like a warm blanket on a chilly winter evening... You feel yourself exhale, releasing not ( Read more... )

As there always seems to be a silver lining - I've reconnected with my former coworker Anna. We lost touch a few years back and I've been wanting to talk to her a lot lately. Her daughter Julia asks about my daughter too :)