My heart hurts today. I'm not sure if it has to do with feeling dismissed again or if I'm picking up a vibe from Pete. I just know I feel sad tight now. Hurt. The tears want to stream down my face but instead I'm making a coffee and getting ready for work. I'm going to the office for the first time in at least a month ( Read more... )

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I miss the change your page name feature. That is all for now!

I really do have a lot to say. Every time I post I could easily keep writing. But I cant believe I neglected to mention that I quit smoking! Its been almost 4 months. Quit on 11/18/14. :) Cold turkey on my own. It really was just my time to quit. I'm really glad I finally did. It feels so different this time. I might just be a nonsmoker for the ( Read more... )

I've been debating the whole "is my idea of love real" thing. I'm torn. I know it's real cuz I lived it but then again it ended so maybe nothing that intense is meant to last. Maybe we're supposed to fall for the guy that buys milk because your running low but that refuses to be fb official cuz it "causes drama". The commitment phobes. The cheaters ( Read more... )

I pull away slowly, so I don't disturb the serenity ( Read more... )

Phones are funny things... Did you ever notice that as long as you hold it you accomplish nothing but as soon as you put it down the one you've been willing to text you finally does ( Read more... )

Bleh... I couldn't help but tell you the news. I knew of everyone I know you'd appreciate it the most. I know you won't reply and that's OK. I just wanted you to know ( Read more... )

I'm watching jerry fn only, yes the Misfits! Halloween night in a close to home venue. Everything in me wanted to tell Pete. But I figured I'd write here instead. What an amazing show so far! In the fn pit right upfront!! Crazy. I'm on a cool off break outside... Lol :)

Well I missed Limp Bizkit. :'( one of my top 10 bands for sure. I know they don't have the following they used to but to me their albums just keep getting better. I had a pool tournament so I missed the concert. I'm crazy bummed because I can almost guarantee I'd be the only fan in the building that knows the lyrics to every song. Lol ( Read more... )