Man oh man, ive had some crazy shit go down recently. First off, im basically broke and ive been broke because of my SF trip. i fell behind on some bills so i ow my mom money and stuff. I should be caught up within the month though so im not too worried. I do have to make some repairs to my car though, its kinda crapping out on me. there are a few ( Read more... )

hey, this is an essay for my electronics class, i know its long but if anyone has any free time before tomorrow afternoon and cares to give some feedback or criticism, it would be greatly appreciated.

( The synthesizer )

 I wanna know if all my LJ friend think about death ever ( Read more... )

 god damn it.

i guess all my insecurities were well founded in truth and reality.
girls only like me in short spurts.

 so, that girl that i talked about in my last post, she is my girlfriend now. i like her alot, though those insecurities i mentioned are just as prevelent as ever.

the future still depresses the hell out of me.
and i failed a calc test today.

man today started off great, then was all ehhh, then got good again, then kinda plumited. 
i really wish that ( Read more... )

 man life feels pretty lame right at this moment. my dad started talking to be about transfering to a 4 year this morning. the whole idea of the future and money and everything is really disheartening. I feel like i just want someone to tell me what i want and then show me how to get there ( Read more... )

 Man, shit is weird, though it always is, so in all actuality, shit is normal ( Read more... )

lets see, im gonna try out my first picture post.
( Golden Hall, Down Town )

oh man, being conscious is awesome.
i was im a genuinely good mood yesterday for the first time, that i can remember, in three months.

 3 more nocternal night.

3 more.