it sucks having a friend tell you your friendship is just too hard on them. i'm used to him telling me we can't be friends anymore but this time i think he was serious. it's been almost two weeks ( Read more... )

i think i should just cast kenny off into life without me. i am so unfair to him. i really dont mean to be and i really dont know how NOT to be with him. i'm overly judgemental, which i'm not even aware of 1/2 the time. i dont know what to do. i know it's february and february is usually my blank hits the fan month but i dunno anymore. i feel like ( Read more... )

i have so much on my mind lately. especially where my relationship is concerned. i had thought that i was having issues because i thought i was missing james and i wanted to be with him again. but yesterday i realized that he wasn't a part of my issues, i dont want him! he was happy with lauren and the things he's trying to pursue and i'm totally ( Read more... )

time to kill ( Read more... )

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i'm so excited i can hardly stand it my cousin heather is coming on monday night i think and i haven't seen her in months and i'm so happy. we have so much to talk about... it's amazing how excited i can get over seeing her even though she'll only be here one night. it's ok we'll get to talk lots. love you buggy!!

i can't believe i'm 17.... i can't believe how long it's been since i've updated this.

dont use this much anymore... i'm on myspace....

handful.26@gmail.com is the address i use for it... find me.. add me... make me happy....

this week sucks already. i'm in such a low place. i've never felt like this ever... i think things are happening that i can't control and i'm kinda scared. i just want to talk to you i want you to know i love you and i want you to know that you can talk to me about anything. please... i love you

today was good, i spent all lunch with james and that made me sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy. it was just the 2 of us and we kinda got to talk about some things that have been happening lately and that made me happy too lol. and the best part of all is i dont have to force him to hug me anymore. he does it on his own because i think ( Read more... )