Life is a series of changes.
One after the other.

Who we were a year ago, is not who we are today.

Who we are in a years time, will not be who we are now.

What's up peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps?

Half way through 2011- Already!!!???!!!!!

Boy O boy.

Drop me a comment - let me know how you all are???

xx

So.
I don't know what I am doing.
I don't know where I am going.
But, I am OK with the not knowing........
I never do things the easy way. Ever.
This I knew about myself a long long time ago.
Do I make things more difficult for myself? Perhaps.
But, who cares?
It's who I am. It's how I learn.
I question everything & maybe analyze too much. But, O

Illusion. Illusion. Illusion.

To stay grounded & remember that everyhing is an illusion, is a somewhat difficult task of late.
Old baggage reared it's ugly head and I became lost for a while.

I have to remind myself daily, that everything is a mere illusion. That, this life, is smoke and mirrors and we are here to learn souls lessons. Simple.

They say relationships bring up all our "muck".. anything you want to rise to the surface and clear, get into a relationship, and IT WILL DO THE TRICK.

I don't know how he & I got to this point. The point of UGLY. The point of DISTANCE.

The first twelve months with him were divine.

Then his injury flared up again.
He couldn't work.

Things went down hill ( Read more... )

So. He has gone to stay with a mutual friend of ours ( Read more... )

... I dont know when things began to change....
I find myself standing here now, at this place, wondering how I got here?
....You never think things will change when you begin.
Everything is so new. Exciting. Euphoric.

Where exactly , and when exactly did it begin to fade?
..... New life needs to be breathed .... New experiences need to be had.....
I ( Read more... )

WOA. Can it have been February , since I wrote last?
That just doesnt seem right!!!!!
My goodness me, how time flies, i have been slack.

How are we all today????????

Shaz
xox

Last year - as Valnetine's Day was approaching, two of my single friends were not looking forward to it ( Read more... )

hey guys.
have done a friends cut.
simply because i dont keep up with all on my list & have not had the opportunity to get to know lots of people on here.
thanks guys.
Peace.