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angelface0973

Awakening

Jun 18, 2009 03:14

I happen to run in to an old friend today, She is working as a nurse at my doctors office. When I knew this woman before she was a manager of a Dunkin Donuts and relied on the state for much of her income, and now she has made her dream of becoming a nurse come true. It made me think of all that I have just seem to let pass by in my life. I always ( Read more... )

school, life, family

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sundays_moon June 18 2009, 12:21:37 UTC

Hell, this is the uptenth time I'm going through it. First, you've been through a lot in the last two years. Your mom and then the surgeries. You're going to go through this. Having said that, it is time to move on from it. Deal with work when you return as a sorce of income at this point. Know it isn't a career and do what is needed to help out Greg, WHILE looking for schools and funding. Spend a few hours at Borders going through the 2009/2010 scholarship books. See what your state town offers and for what schools. Look for night nursing programs. You can do this, just the steps seem over whelming right now. If you need me you call me. If it is later at night, just call the cell instead of moms. I'll be in my own room (HA HA HA) by next weekend. As for the depression, it might be time to talk with someone. Scary thought I know, but between the crap with Jason before you ever divorced, mom and the now it may help. You're stronger than you think and you can in fact get through this!!

Love you!

Thank You angelface0973 June 18 2009, 12:50:14 UTC

I know I can and will do this......I quess I just need a push.
Love You

Re: Thank You sundays_moon June 18 2009, 13:13:40 UTC

I posted your link on my LJ as well. Maybe some other peoples input will help too.

Click on the reply tab so I can your response. =)

Re: Thank You angelface0973 June 18 2009, 15:09:55 UTC

Thank you.....as of 10:30am I enrolled in axia online. they used my 2007 tax return and becuase I was a single mom at that time I qualify for grant to get me through my associates degree when it comes time for my bachelors I will have to apply for student loans. I start classes on the 29th of this month. I quess it was put up or shut up.

Re: Thank You sundays_moon June 18 2009, 19:20:34 UTC

I'm proud of you honey! I'll do all I can to help out.

silver_insanity June 19 2009, 00:18:51 UTC

Greetings! I'm a friend of sundays_moon. She loves you a lot and wants the best for you!

I can really relate with you. It seems we've been down similar roads, and that we've been in similar mindsets. I've recently gone on anti-depressants because I was depressed (which sounds partly like what you might be feeling). If you've been isolating yourself, losing enjoyment in life, and all that - there's a good chance that you're experiencing more than just a little slump or rut.

Take a deep look at your heart, and dig into your intuition and soul. You know the real reasons you're where you are... you just haven't wanted to listen to it. You may tell yourself today is the first day of the rest of your life, but have your really been believing it?

The universe loves you because you are you. And no one can fill the presence of you and what you offer. Believe in yourself... everything else will fall into place... exactly where it's supposed to be.

I'm completely willing to talk about my recent experiences with depression as well, if you're interested.

Thank You angelface0973 June 19 2009, 12:50:11 UTC

My mother delt with deppresion and I quess I have too. It is just so hard when your a mother of two to admit that you are not in complete control. I only brake down in the middle of the night because of all my kids have been through with there father (or lack there of )I need to always have it together for them. I am ready for a change and know I am the only one who can do that.