I realized last night that people can make you believe they're whatever they want you to see. Someone can do things to make you think they're the perfect person when in reality who they show you is nothing like they really are ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm selfish...Maybe I'm just flat out jealous. Someone that no longer exists in his life still has his heart and always will. I know I mean a lot to him, but driving by her house makes me feel that much less to him. I always felt like he lived too much in the past to even realize what he had right infront of him. When we're sitting in the car ( Read more... )

I try and break away for just one second of a clear mind, but as soon as I attempt to write it all out to where my mind might be clear nothing comes out. I've tried so hard to separate it all so it isn't piled anymore but nothing seems to work. I'm just another teenager trying to get by in life and while I feel so different from everyone else it ( Read more... )

I have a very icky feeling in my tummy that doesn't wanna go away...

I feel like I'm gonna throw up. Don't you hate it when something upsets you so much you get physically sick?

I feel very alone. I think at this point I could be standing in a huge crowd of people and still feel like I'm all by myself. I'm trying to tell myself I never did anything to deserve some of the things that happen to me but I don't know why it continues to happen if I for some reason don't deserve it. I feel like I'm constantly losing... I can't ( Read more... )

He swore he'd never do this... I believed everything he's ever said to me. He's the person I trusted for everything and now he's done this. I've never felt so betrayed in my life...

I'm very upset

::EDIT ( Read more... )

Whats the point in making close friends just to lose them ( Read more... )

I had all of these apologies written out, each one was apologizing about a feeling, each one was written out to fit a different person...I deleted them cause I realized it doesn't matter. I can't control them, I can't change them, and nobody will ever accept that. Why keep trying?