Sometimes it seems like people overlook when I go out of my way to help them or do something for them, it seems like its almost expected of me ( Read more... )

I got back from Virginia today. I've never felt so mentally destroyed before... I thought getting away would be good for me, I figured I just needed a small break but the whole time I was there I didn't want to be there and the whole flight back I didn't want to come back. I didn't know where I wanted to be, I just wanted to feel peace. I missed ( Read more... )

I wish I could put my mind on hold for a few hours...

I'm upset. I'm so tired of all of this... it seems like I just keep failing in life. No matter what I do...People keep leaving, turning their back, making assumptions. It's all people I thought cared so much about me and knew me so well. I use to be so closed up, I'd let nobody in, I wouldn't trust anyone...Tayler said I should trust more, I think ( Read more... )

This is what scares me so much...

I don't like this feeling...

I wish I knew what to say to express how I feel right now.

Seeing him hurt a lot... I miss him.

I hate scars

I'm happy.

I'm getting more excited about Virginia.

You pull me up ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of everything I feel revolving around him.

I'll never be good enough.

I'll always be something for him to throw around...and yet I never wanna let go..am I crazy? Maybe...

...Can you look me in the eyes and tell me that you're happy now?

I want my old life back

What's it gonna take for happiness to be my friend