After I put Maddox to bed, I took a bath and I think it finally sank in how much I love this house. When he grows up, he's going to have to say he spent his first year without a home. Not homeless, but I think it's very important for a child to remember something safe. You romanticize it of course, everyone who's had a proper childhood home, but it ( Read more... )

You know what, I'm so over this. You can fight over him all you like, I really don't care anymore. To be honest I think it's quite pathetic to try and ease your way into his life again after you dumped him and he will let you because he's nice that way. I won't waste any of my time listening to half-insulting remarks and don't pretend to be my ( Read more... )

Home for a brief visit. If home automatically is your legally owned house of course. I suppose it feels like home, I've always felt really at ease in England. I was about 14 the first time I set foot here and I discovered two things; I love the culture, everything from fish and chips while waiting for the tube to summer picnics with horseback ( Read more... )

I'm sure Julian hates me. I would too, I guess. It's just all so... can people just stop expecting things of me? If I flirt with you, it doesn't mean I want to marry you. If I'm rude to you it doesn't mean I don't like you, I'm just busy. I used to not make an effort and I was miserable somewhat but when you make the effort suddenly people except ( Read more... )

Please take some time to appreciate the icon. It was taken yesterday and that is my baby writing his first autograph. I feel this picture really describes my life lately because right now I'm doing two things that mean the world to me, acting and traveling with the United Nations, and I have the most perfect sidekick with me at all times. It feels ( Read more... )

This is a forced update but I've been planning it for nine months so here we go. Today is my one year mark with this journal and the only thing you can really say about that is that I'm still here. If you're on my friends list, I most likely read your entries and you're swell. Hi ( Read more... )

It's no secret that some people don't get along for one reason or another and disliking someone at first sight might not be fair but it's human nature. Personally, I'm too proud to be the first to overcome this hostility. And then it becomes sort of like a dirty pleasure to take an interest in this person's life and, secretly, compare yourself. "Oh ( Read more... )

My account expired and left me without a happy icon but this is one of my favorites so I guess that's ok. I have bangs now, and my hair is back to normal length and I would make an icon of it but yeah. You can look at my new tattoo instead. It's my most recent good luck charm and written in ancient Cambodian. It was done in Thailand this weekend ( Read more... )

i guess my problem is that i never quite get over things. i think i do and suddenly one day i'll make a hurtful remark and it's like whoa hidden anger. i'm preaching about moving on and how easy it is as long as you stay true to yourself, and don't get me wrong these are fabulous ideals but they don't really work in the real world. i guess i'm ( Read more... )

Why is it that your own filth is so much better than everyone else's? How it's absolutely not bad to clean the toilet when you're the only one using it. I'm not very high maintenance but I prefer to have my own bathroom. Somewhere you can be sure no one's going to walk in on you while you're changing tampons. This is going to sound quite disgusting ( Read more... )