All the baby-ness was out of this world. Totally nothing like I expected, which was good and a little bad - it was really fast and painless... after the drugs. The contractions sucked ass. I wanted to cry. NEVER AGAIN will I try to be a macho man and hold out on drugs as long as possible. NEVER ( Read more... )

Gotta go to the doctor today. Huzzah for having my hooha looked at!
I miss people.
I am getting really excited about Mariah.
I can barely stand it.
Still scary. Wondering if I'm gonna do a good job or if I'm gonna fuck her up.
Well, I guess I'll just have to do my best. She'll live either way.
I wanna have a bay-beh!!!!!!

<3 ( Read more... )

This song rocks outloud. I don't care what you say.
Sundays are disgusting. I hate them. They need to die.
I want to move out so bad, I can't stand it.
I don't want to be on my own.
Everyone annoys me lately. Sorry.
I hate Braxton Hicks contractions.

<3
angiem.

[13 days until September 14.]

Harold Perrineau makes a beautiful woman.

I made cookies yesterday. From scratch. And Rice Crispy Treats. They were good.
I like cooking. I'm gonna have to do it more often.
Got all of Mariah's clothes and blankets washed up and ready to go.
Pretty much completely ready for her to get here.
All of this mucous-discharge is insane.
Braxton Hicks contractions suck ass.
Hemrrhoids suck even worse.
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No C-Section.
The baby has hair. [and fingernails haha]
I am sick of being pregnant.
18 more days until September 14.
I'm going to go pee.

<3
angiem.

So, the weekend went pretty well. Didn't really do anything much except get lovely, lovely kisses and watch Alternate Reality Dragon Ball Z on YouTube [funny shit] and that was great.

I am beyond tired.

I should take a nap.

I might just do that after I watch Dodgeball. :D

<3
angiem.

[21 days until September 14.]

Yesterday sucked ass. Every time I tried to sit down and write, it always came out as crap. No, it was worse than crap. It was what crap wants to be when it grows up. It sucked. I finally just gave up after the third try. There's no use in forcing it. I just don't have anything to write lately. Dammit all ( Read more... )

Lmfao, this is the best ever.

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So, there's like... a month left (four weeks and three days) before my due date. As ready as I am to pop this child out, it's still quite scary. This is an insanely life-changing event. Just... whoa. I dunno a better way to describe it. Lack of sleep tends to fry your brain ( Read more... )