if we stayed the same,
if the colours didn't change,
if the snow didn't melt,
if the smiles didn't fade,
if lies weren't made,
if promises wouldn't break,
if words were truth,
if you hadn't..

i think it's so much more better off not knowing.

I really really need to stop drinking. Yesterday morning I sorta made a decision to stop for a while, but it was practically set in stone last night ( Read more... )

He is the waves that fill my heart

I hate when you want to believe somebody so bad but deep down you know you just can't.

My ex-friend said this to me after not speaking to eachother for two months.

"I'm glad we had our fight in a way. It made me see a world I never knew exsisted and people I never knew were alive. There was this whole new world......I knew you were use to being alone because after our fight I felt alone and I started noticing people with that same ( Read more... )

you are the reason I couldn't sleep last night ( Read more... )

What I do is an explanation of how I feel. Time passes quickly for me, yet stands so still. I feel incapable of living. I feel I am nothing at all; yet I am the only one. There is nothing to think about, but I am thinking. There is nothing to say, but I am speaking. There is nothing to love, but I am loving. There is no controlling intellect. For ( Read more... )

Imagine if there were a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400, and carries over no balance from day to day.
Every evening it deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day.

What would you do? Draw out all of it, of course.

Each of us has such a bank. It's name is Time.

Every morning, it credits us with ( Read more... )

Everything is so fucked up ( Read more... )

he viewed the present tense as a paper jam or a dam blocking a raging river, everything that had seemed so backed up was suddenly so forced. the concept of devastation is a hard thing to grasp, but he understood that even the worst events produce some of the best results, like trees that grow out of forest fires or something of the sort. it ( Read more... )