i've come to this conclusion that lately i've just been so caught up in my thoughts that i keep signing on and posting bulletins that are vauge and pointless so that one person whom i've pretty much been obsessing over will read them, so that i can prevoke some sort of reaction because i never see feelings from him. it's actually pretty ridiculous ( Read more... )

i give up.

This was the assignment ( Read more... )

i'm a novel, i'm an open book, and i'm watching chapters of my life ending, starting, waiting to be written. some characters have entered these sentence structures and narrative paragraphs, some have found other stories. either way, i write and write in circles of how things could be, should be, would be, but there is only present tense. here and ( Read more... )

Society has this whole idea that in order to be "beautiful" you need to be perfect. The way i see it, Beautiful people, are the ones who are attractive both inside and out. Beauty IS the quality of being attractive, right? But isn’t it more then just having a pretty face? Or a nice body? There are so many different ways you can be beautiful. And I ( Read more... )

I can't forgive you yet. Because I can't forget how you never listened to all the things I needed you to hear from me so badly. Because I can't forget all the things you never noticed that I needed you to notice in me ( Read more... )

i just had this weird ephphany about life being ever changing like a line by looking at a picture. it was just a random picture, nothing that stood out in my mind. it's the picture that doesn't matter though because i just see it as a key and my ephiphany is a door, the door is unlocked now so the key doesn't matter. i just see life as something of ( Read more... )

there's this one guy in my history class who stares very intentively at me when he thinks i'm not looking, but the brilliant part about having a bunch of hair in your face is that no one knows where you're looking so i totally know what's up ( Read more... )

it's pretty evident that i meant nothing to him (although i'm sure he'd protest), by the way he let me drop out of his life the way i did or the way i can so easily be replaced. maybe i don't regret the decision i'm making after all, maybe jumping ship is for the best. it's probably a shame that i still love everything about him except the way he ( Read more... )

ok, so basically if you want to be my friend..
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